Kudos to the guys at RPA, a52, and Elastic.

Enjoy!!

The clients want “Mary Poppins and Maria” all rolled into one… coming out of lil’ me…

The pressure is on…

I sooo can do this. I think. ; )

Wish me luck.

One thing for sure- Julie Andrews is AMAZING!!!

This song… says so much and yet it’s oblique and… well… it reminds me of the “no-longer-deleted-contact”…

Justin Vernon said, “this song is for anyone who’s been at a poker table and sort of seen there soul. Good or bad”

“I keep throwing it down two-hundred at a time
It’s hard to find it when you knew it
When your money’s gone
And you’re drunk as hell”

The “N.L.D.C.” taught me how to play poker among so many other things….

The good the bad the beautiful, etc.

He’s seen it all in me… maybe I’m afraid to share that with anyone else.

But at the same time- I wonder if there’s a way for love to… not become just another “stack”…especially since in this case, I love… but am not necessarily loved.

How do I not become a burden which the “N.L.D.C.” would rather live without?

Je Ne Sais Pas…

I guess it’s in sync with what I’m striving for…

“Blossom of snow, may you bloom and grow”

Hmmm…..

I’ve been in need of a new beginning, New York has been grey and dull and rife with emotional lows lately…

(Am I single? I don’t know, does a “semi-monogamous” relationship equal a “relationship”?)

Anyhoo, back to the “questions”….

1.
What are your short-term goals?

My answer: I don’t know, they keep friggin’ changing.
(Might be my “issue” and why I’m not in a “monogamous” relationship)

2.
What are your long-term goals?
Successful Career. Apt in (Tribeca or Paris). A happy and healthy relationship with my family, friends and loved one. And BABIES…though I’ll start with a puppy or plant to get the ball rolling.

3.
What are you views on your relationships?

Everyone of them is different. You get what you give. And… to love and be loved is the greatest joy in life. I don’t know, sounds vague but whatever. Sometimes, some things aren’t meant to be spoken/typed out loud I guess.

4.
What do you think about me?

Huh? Yeah this one’s not “for me”.

Shite.

I can say that I think the world of the “no-longer-deleted-contact” but… he probably wouldn’t say the same about me. So… I’m yeah… in a “complicated” relationship.

Not sure what the flip I’m doing but I guess that’s a part of love and loving.

5.
What do you feel about me?

Again, not for me to answer.

Shite.

In regards to “him”… sometimes I’m more sure than at other times….

Right now- I’m feeling pretty “meh”.

Need a compass… that would be really helpful actually.

Darnit Oprah- your list of questions didn’t help at all. I’m now only more confused.

Fudge.

….

Ten minutes after posting:

I’m “apparently” not awake because all of these questions are “for him”… what the flip is wrong with me?

Okay O’ I forgive ya. My bad.